Thursday, September 11, 2008

I love you Val!

Well today is three months from when val passed away:( i thought i would forget it, but somehow i remember every little thing that happened. For you people that don't know my best friend and i went on our senior trip with her mom , and it was the best trip ever. Then we stopped in mazatlan and rented scooters. Unexpected Val crashed, and she passed away. Seeing everything that happened and seeing your best friend so upset and theres nothing you can do about it is the WORST feeling you can ever feel. It was the worst experience that Lauren and i have ever been through. But we got home safe and now were moving on. Lauren is so strong to do this and we have become so close she's like a sister to me, and i hope she know i love her with all my heart!

I just want everyone to know that i have the GREATEST best friend in the world! she's not only the greatest but the strongest best friend in the world:) i'm not sure about any of you, but if I lost my mom i don't know what i would do.. Lauren may not know what she is doing either, but she is sure doing a great job. She knows that val is in a better place, and she knows she is always with her! Val was like my second mom and I miss her so much, no one will ever replace her. I hope she knows how much i love her, and i will never ever forget her. I hope my WHOLE family knows how thankful i am for the love and support through this hard time. It's definitly been the hardest thing i've ever been through, but thanks to everyone who has made it a little easier by talking to me and not being scared to ask! it helps so much! i love you val!!!

4 comments:

Scott and Jetti said...

I LOVE YOU KIRBY CHANDLER! You are my favorite little sister in the whole world! Let me know if there is anything i can ever do for you.

The Montys said...

Kirby you are amazing. You are such a great friend and I know Lauren appreciates that. you have been so strong these last few months, I admire you so much. You truly are a good person and I'm so glad you are my sister. I love our talks and all of our goofing off. Don't ever change Kirby, you are already such an amazing person at such a young age! Love you so much!

Sara and Nick said...

Kirby I'm sorry that you and Lauren had to go through such a tramatic event! I hate that people are born into this world and have to leave this world at sometime. I wish everyone could just live forever! Feel free to call anytime if you just need to talk. Hang in there girl!

montysblog said...

Ummmm ok that made me cry!! I admire you for all you have done for and with Lauren. You are an amazing friend. I am pretty sure that you are the one getting her through this. I am so sorry that this happened. It will all make sense one day. We love you too!!